Monday, October 25, 2010

i. am in. my third studyhall. of. the. day.

to break the school code, which is an infringement of the 2nd amendment anyway, THIS IS FUCKING GAY!!!!!!!!!!! i dont need 2 SH, why am i in a 3rd? wtf! and for the record, i could be working rite now! or getting my check at least. :] but noooooo i have nothing to do. for the 2nd hr strait. fucking gay. so i busted out the ipod. i dont fuckin care if its against school policy., i love bending hte rules n breakin the law! lol. man i wish i was..... well....not here for sure, being in mizzou would be cool. being in MO with the boy would be amazing. but he used 2 swear he would never go there with me n my fam.... i wonder if hed go there with just me? :] man i miss him sooooo much. and hes not even mine 2 miss. it sucks, every time i get a chance somehtin happens and im either not there, have 2 go sumwhere, or chicken out. mostly, the latter of the 3, but still. i wish i could tell him, then maybe everything would be better. idk.

so saturday nite i got home from kelsies bout 10 pm and then i got on the computer for a bit so it was bout 1030ish when i got to the point that i wanted 2 chilln my rm so i went upstairs n i hear this noise, and it didnt register in my head what it was til i heard it a second time when i was headin back down stiars, cept this time it was closer. so i threw open the window to see wtf it was and IT WAS A FUCKING TRUCK . not just anyones truck, someone i know pretty damn well. just drivin through a field at 1030 at nite wiit no lights. what. the. fuck. who the hell does that? and then they threw on their lights to get on the rd then turned em off again to drive past my place. then they got the hell outte there and didnt come back. but im pretty sure i know who it was. and its pretty stupid if ur like creepin on my house cuz theres this thing called a phone, and if ya wanna talk 2 me then u can just call n be all like hey whats up? if its who i think it was, ill answer 4 u. doesnt matter what time.

and i just want u 2 know, im always here 4 u, whether u want me 2 b or not.

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