waiting, hoping, wishing, wanting it to go my way

national convention - was amazing. nuff said

today - pretty normal day. still getting used to a pe class where i know everyone. i hate it. after school... bus was... shall we say... crazy. at home.... chores and then riding. drove the guy stealin dad huntin spot out :) and then on the way back... floorin it just letting things go, i get to theend of the drive and i see head lights so im stoppin and theyre slowing down cuz its me and im in a brite red jacket. so im stopped and i see its N, all i do is smile. i always knew we'd meet up like that. :) adn he either knew i wasnt gonna kill myself or saw my smile cuz ya know he had to show off a bit ;) but who cares ya know? if he says something bout it at school 2 me 2marrow then thats cool. cant wait to go riding again. filled he tank so we should be good for a while :D (maybe go riding wit someone?)

indiana here i come! :)

wating for 6th hour to get over wit so i can start my journey to indy! sooooo cant wait toget to the 82nd national FFA convention! :D

fall trap shoot & homecoming 09

well i hung out wit dan and miles and beverly all day. talked to nick a lil bit. pretty good day overall.

then i went to kristens and got ready 4 the dance.... boring

dinner wit drew, adam, catlin, & kristen @ rubinos

the dance. lets just say wow. k? wow.



nuff said.

october FFA meeting

well... POA.... its really really boring.... N was at the mtg....we didnt talk.... wish i woulda got a ride from him. instead im sitttin here waitin 4 mom to get off of work. at least i get to drive home. GH parli-pro practice 2marrow night wit J.... dunno how that gonna go.... still wanna deck him.... :/

HOMECOMING PARADE TOMARROW!!!!!!!!!!! im on the tennis float btw. o i gotta read that note from coach still.... ooops. lol.

CONGRATS TO PAUL FOR BECOMING A LORD!!!!!! hes awesome. :)

pissed. off.

fuckin asshole broke up wit me!

never doing that again

let just say... it wasnt nothin bad... but we got caught. so stahls prolly gonna watch me like a hawk for like the rest of the year...

and then hurley had his scrimmage game cuz he never plays in the actual games so he was leavin rite when were were gettin done wit practice and he was leaving... i really wanted to throw my keys at his truck.

o btw. i got a truck :)

and jons settin up a track for the last MX race of the year. i wish he had his phone... :(

LP game

THE REFS DIDNT KNOW SHIT!!!!!!!!!! they made the worst calls ever and flagged us WAY too many times. i was so pissed. i stood out there for 4 fucking hours, freezing my ass off, to see it end on a call like that? o hell no. and jon wasnt there so that was :( dan was there and we talked. chantel was there but she was all OMG im single let me flirt wit everyone! so i hung wit ollie and beeg and megan. i apparantly getting drug to homecoming AGAIN this year. the thing is i told A i wasnt gonna go and A doesnt know im going out wit J.... yea it SUX!!! on a better note, its funny to watch N support the team. he punches the air and jumps alot. lol. me? well i yell at the top of my lungs. which made my voice pretty hoarse today but hey, it was worth it. :) we better have a HC game or im gonna be SUPER mad. who cares if its freezing, it HC for gods sake. we are going to have a game. stupid ottawa.

i wish J had his phone... :/

best song ever 10/9/09

Song: 8 Second Ride
Artist: Jake Owen

C'mon!
I said hey girl what's your name?
Haven't I seen you before?
I recognized them dark green eyes when you walked through the door.
Are you alone or are you with someone?
She said a matter of fact I'm not
So I took her hand that's when it all began and we headed towards the parking lot.

And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I ain't ever seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high
I said climb on up but hunny watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!

We went riding round rocking to the sound of "Country Boy Can Survive."
And I knew then that she was my kind of girl 'cause she was singing every single line
Then she slid on over put my hand on her shoulder
And I asked her what she wanted to do.
She said it dont matter where we go just as long as I'm riding with you.

And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I ain't ever seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high.
I said climb on up but watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause it's gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!

So we headed out to old Tobacco Road
Put the tailgate down and we made love
She said a true country boys hard to find
But I found one wilder than any 8 second ride.

And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I aint never seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high.
I said climb on up but watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
Yeah hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!

pre- LP game.

its really cold and wet outside. idk if jons gonna be there cuz he dont have his phone. chantel is comin off of breakup mode. so im so making her cheer up. :) dunno if alex is going.

my back hip an shoulder are killin me. stupid crash arthritis :P think i popped a rib outta place too. DAD GET UR ASS HOME SO I CAN BE ABLE TO MOVE 2MARROW!!!!!!!!!

wut came from today

1. make sure i got my chem homework done!
2. half my ag class hates me. and im fine wit it.
3. i gots a bf! :)
4. 5day weekend away from said bf :(


GH PARLI PRO MONDAY! cant wait

parli-pro

not only do i get to own at the varsity level of parli-pro this year... im now the honorary secretary for the JV (aka greenhand) parli-pro team. SO I AM SO GONNA OWN ON BOTH LEVELS AND GET LIKE 8 AMARDS THIS YEAR AND ITS GONNA BE AWESOME AND I SO TOTALLY CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS! :)

no... to drive home and think bout him all night... cant wait to see what 2marrow brings... :)

speechless...

we kissed.... <3