lookin back, i happened to notice that i've been blogging for a year. wow.
THIS PAST WEEK has been, for lack of a better word, interesting. D's stopped talking to me, N has been sneaking glances, A and i have been talking, AW and i have been talking, BL and i are talking - as friends. and btw, Ben K is stalking me.
im almost failing chem, prolly the same wit math. ADD is kickin my butt rite now, and i really need to ride. theres a fresh layer of snow fallin rite now, hopefully 2marrow wont be too bad of conditions. either that or im driving somewhere.
my glasses broke TWICE this week, fixed em once wit super glue, and again wit the sotering gun today. still lobbying for contacts. dad says if i can get the snowmobile sold then he'll buy em for me. maybe he'll get the gas tank fixed too. :)
DOES ANYBODY NEED A SNOWMOBILE???????
Friday, December 18, 2009
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN.com
Monday, November 30, 2009
today... (gary allan)
Today, he told her that he loved her
Put a ring around her finger
And promised her forever, together.
Today, she smiled for all the pictures
And he was right there with her
Making all the memories without me
And it hurts to say this out loud
Looks like she's really gone now
Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today
So tell me why are these tears in my eyes?
I know i should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted today
Today, i thought about the moment i could have said i loved her
And promised her forever together
Today, today it really hit me
That she don't really miss me
She's found a new beginning
And i'm wishing i had one more chance
God knows it's too late for that
Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today
So tell me why are these tears in my eyes?
I know i should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted today
Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted
Today, he told he that he loved her
Put a ring around her finger
Put a ring around her finger
And promised her forever, together.
Today, she smiled for all the pictures
And he was right there with her
Making all the memories without me
And it hurts to say this out loud
Looks like she's really gone now
Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today
So tell me why are these tears in my eyes?
I know i should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted today
Today, i thought about the moment i could have said i loved her
And promised her forever together
Today, today it really hit me
That she don't really miss me
She's found a new beginning
And i'm wishing i had one more chance
God knows it's too late for that
Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today
So tell me why are these tears in my eyes?
I know i should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted today
Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted
Today, he told he that he loved her
Put a ring around her finger
Friday, November 27, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
and to state we go!
the GHS football team did a great job this saturday in beating Richmond Burton in the class 4A semifinals with a score of 24-20. WE'RE GOING TO THE STATE FINALS THIS FRIDAY!!!!! :D hope my parents dont want me to do anything cuz im not going to. im gonna be watchin the game. :) pep ralley wed to send off the players 7th hr. NO CHEM! YES! :D plan test 2marrow. :P get outta PE tho. :) but on friday - im rly hopin N can play. got my fingers crossed! :)
~if you only knew how i believe in you <3
(btw idc bout D anymore. he can have the stupid bi freshies. didnt think the jr class could stoop that low but hey - life is FULL of surprises)
~if you only knew how i believe in you <3
(btw idc bout D anymore. he can have the stupid bi freshies. didnt think the jr class could stoop that low but hey - life is FULL of surprises)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
well this sucks
D isnt talking to me and i have no clue y. C cant take a hint and LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! i didnt get my license. mom bought a guitar. class ring comes the 20th. ive got a cold. dad and seth are in MO. i just want my life back.
dale jr was just in a crash. and btw - GHS is in the FINAL 4.
dale jr was just in a crash. and btw - GHS is in the FINAL 4.
Sunday, November 08, 2009
so... do i just wait for the story book ending?
so D and i hung out the whole day and i had so much fun, i didnt want the day to end. theres not many days that i can look back on and immediately smile. this one i can. :)
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section top shot= dan boggs
geneseo football is going to elite eight! :)
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section top shot= dan boggs
geneseo football is going to elite eight! :)
Thursday, November 05, 2009
and its amazing, how one simple thing can make my world start spinning....
D IS BACK!!!!!!!!!! :D saw him after 5th, said hey. then saw him @ his lkr after school and poked his shoulder & smiled but i was talking to sam so i didnt stop. i went to my lkr. so im trying to figure out my coat (cuz im stupid like that sumtimes. lol) and he came past me and poked me in my side. i just smiled. :)
bev wants me to come and watch sec trap wit her. i really wanna go, but dad wants to go to MO, even tho its freezin outside. i'd rather stay here and then he can go huntin and i can have fun :) enjoy my jobless freedom while it lasts, ya know? lol
bev wants me to come and watch sec trap wit her. i really wanna go, but dad wants to go to MO, even tho its freezin outside. i'd rather stay here and then he can go huntin and i can have fun :) enjoy my jobless freedom while it lasts, ya know? lol
Sunday, November 01, 2009
just wishing it'll all be okay
D is sick, the next playoff is @ kankakee SAT, so we loose the whole trap team... my phone is being gay, my truck wont decide if it hates me of loves me, theres gonna be alot of ruts and burnt rubber... thats all im sayin. tryin to decide if i should talk to N, still gotta make that cd 4 keener, forgot the english homework, and dale jr actually had a decent finish @ dega 2day. parli-pro monday, crops tues, and i swear im gonna punch my brother...
and now... annoying grandma :P
and now... annoying grandma :P
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
waiting, hoping, wishing, wanting it to go my way
national convention - was amazing. nuff said
today - pretty normal day. still getting used to a pe class where i know everyone. i hate it. after school... bus was... shall we say... crazy. at home.... chores and then riding. drove the guy stealin dad huntin spot out :) and then on the way back... floorin it just letting things go, i get to theend of the drive and i see head lights so im stoppin and theyre slowing down cuz its me and im in a brite red jacket. so im stopped and i see its N, all i do is smile. i always knew we'd meet up like that. :) adn he either knew i wasnt gonna kill myself or saw my smile cuz ya know he had to show off a bit ;) but who cares ya know? if he says something bout it at school 2 me 2marrow then thats cool. cant wait to go riding again. filled he tank so we should be good for a while :D (maybe go riding wit someone?)
today - pretty normal day. still getting used to a pe class where i know everyone. i hate it. after school... bus was... shall we say... crazy. at home.... chores and then riding. drove the guy stealin dad huntin spot out :) and then on the way back... floorin it just letting things go, i get to theend of the drive and i see head lights so im stoppin and theyre slowing down cuz its me and im in a brite red jacket. so im stopped and i see its N, all i do is smile. i always knew we'd meet up like that. :) adn he either knew i wasnt gonna kill myself or saw my smile cuz ya know he had to show off a bit ;) but who cares ya know? if he says something bout it at school 2 me 2marrow then thats cool. cant wait to go riding again. filled he tank so we should be good for a while :D (maybe go riding wit someone?)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
indiana here i come! :)
wating for 6th hour to get over wit so i can start my journey to indy! sooooo cant wait toget to the 82nd national FFA convention! :D
Sunday, October 18, 2009
fall trap shoot & homecoming 09
well i hung out wit dan and miles and beverly all day. talked to nick a lil bit. pretty good day overall.
then i went to kristens and got ready 4 the dance.... boring
dinner wit drew, adam, catlin, & kristen @ rubinos
the dance. lets just say wow. k? wow.
nuff said.
then i went to kristens and got ready 4 the dance.... boring
dinner wit drew, adam, catlin, & kristen @ rubinos
the dance. lets just say wow. k? wow.
nuff said.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
october FFA meeting
well... POA.... its really really boring.... N was at the mtg....we didnt talk.... wish i woulda got a ride from him. instead im sitttin here waitin 4 mom to get off of work. at least i get to drive home. GH parli-pro practice 2marrow night wit J.... dunno how that gonna go.... still wanna deck him.... :/
HOMECOMING PARADE TOMARROW!!!!!!!!!!! im on the tennis float btw. o i gotta read that note from coach still.... ooops. lol.
CONGRATS TO PAUL FOR BECOMING A LORD!!!!!! hes awesome. :)
HOMECOMING PARADE TOMARROW!!!!!!!!!!! im on the tennis float btw. o i gotta read that note from coach still.... ooops. lol.
CONGRATS TO PAUL FOR BECOMING A LORD!!!!!! hes awesome. :)
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
never doing that again
let just say... it wasnt nothin bad... but we got caught. so stahls prolly gonna watch me like a hawk for like the rest of the year...
and then hurley had his scrimmage game cuz he never plays in the actual games so he was leavin rite when were were gettin done wit practice and he was leaving... i really wanted to throw my keys at his truck.
o btw. i got a truck :)
and jons settin up a track for the last MX race of the year. i wish he had his phone... :(
and then hurley had his scrimmage game cuz he never plays in the actual games so he was leavin rite when were were gettin done wit practice and he was leaving... i really wanted to throw my keys at his truck.
o btw. i got a truck :)
and jons settin up a track for the last MX race of the year. i wish he had his phone... :(
Saturday, October 10, 2009
LP game
THE REFS DIDNT KNOW SHIT!!!!!!!!!! they made the worst calls ever and flagged us WAY too many times. i was so pissed. i stood out there for 4 fucking hours, freezing my ass off, to see it end on a call like that? o hell no. and jon wasnt there so that was :( dan was there and we talked. chantel was there but she was all OMG im single let me flirt wit everyone! so i hung wit ollie and beeg and megan. i apparantly getting drug to homecoming AGAIN this year. the thing is i told A i wasnt gonna go and A doesnt know im going out wit J.... yea it SUX!!! on a better note, its funny to watch N support the team. he punches the air and jumps alot. lol. me? well i yell at the top of my lungs. which made my voice pretty hoarse today but hey, it was worth it. :) we better have a HC game or im gonna be SUPER mad. who cares if its freezing, it HC for gods sake. we are going to have a game. stupid ottawa.
i wish J had his phone... :/
i wish J had his phone... :/
Friday, October 09, 2009
best song ever 10/9/09
Song: 8 Second Ride
Artist: Jake Owen
C'mon!
I said hey girl what's your name?
Haven't I seen you before?
I recognized them dark green eyes when you walked through the door.
Are you alone or are you with someone?
She said a matter of fact I'm not
So I took her hand that's when it all began and we headed towards the parking lot.
And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I ain't ever seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high
I said climb on up but hunny watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
We went riding round rocking to the sound of "Country Boy Can Survive."
And I knew then that she was my kind of girl 'cause she was singing every single line
Then she slid on over put my hand on her shoulder
And I asked her what she wanted to do.
She said it dont matter where we go just as long as I'm riding with you.
And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I ain't ever seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high.
I said climb on up but watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause it's gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
So we headed out to old Tobacco Road
Put the tailgate down and we made love
She said a true country boys hard to find
But I found one wilder than any 8 second ride.
And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I aint never seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high.
I said climb on up but watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
Yeah hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
Artist: Jake Owen
C'mon!
I said hey girl what's your name?
Haven't I seen you before?
I recognized them dark green eyes when you walked through the door.
Are you alone or are you with someone?
She said a matter of fact I'm not
So I took her hand that's when it all began and we headed towards the parking lot.
And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I ain't ever seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high
I said climb on up but hunny watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
We went riding round rocking to the sound of "Country Boy Can Survive."
And I knew then that she was my kind of girl 'cause she was singing every single line
Then she slid on over put my hand on her shoulder
And I asked her what she wanted to do.
She said it dont matter where we go just as long as I'm riding with you.
And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I ain't ever seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high.
I said climb on up but watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause it's gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
So we headed out to old Tobacco Road
Put the tailgate down and we made love
She said a true country boys hard to find
But I found one wilder than any 8 second ride.
And she said hey boy, do you mind takin' me home tonight?
'Cause I aint never seen a country boy with tires on his truck this high.
I said climb on up but watch the cup where I'll be spitting my dip tonight.
And hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
Yeah hold on tight 'cause its gonna be wilder than any 8 second ride!
pre- LP game.
its really cold and wet outside. idk if jons gonna be there cuz he dont have his phone. chantel is comin off of breakup mode. so im so making her cheer up. :) dunno if alex is going.
my back hip an shoulder are killin me. stupid crash arthritis :P think i popped a rib outta place too. DAD GET UR ASS HOME SO I CAN BE ABLE TO MOVE 2MARROW!!!!!!!!!
my back hip an shoulder are killin me. stupid crash arthritis :P think i popped a rib outta place too. DAD GET UR ASS HOME SO I CAN BE ABLE TO MOVE 2MARROW!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, October 08, 2009
wut came from today
1. make sure i got my chem homework done!
2. half my ag class hates me. and im fine wit it.
3. i gots a bf! :)
4. 5day weekend away from said bf :(
GH PARLI PRO MONDAY! cant wait
2. half my ag class hates me. and im fine wit it.
3. i gots a bf! :)
4. 5day weekend away from said bf :(
GH PARLI PRO MONDAY! cant wait
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
parli-pro
not only do i get to own at the varsity level of parli-pro this year... im now the honorary secretary for the JV (aka greenhand) parli-pro team. SO I AM SO GONNA OWN ON BOTH LEVELS AND GET LIKE 8 AMARDS THIS YEAR AND ITS GONNA BE AWESOME AND I SO TOTALLY CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS! :)
no... to drive home and think bout him all night... cant wait to see what 2marrow brings... :)
no... to drive home and think bout him all night... cant wait to see what 2marrow brings... :)
Sunday, September 27, 2009
streator pt 2
so im hanging wit alex like all nite and everything and yellin at lauren and liz and kelsi for singin miley cyrus. and then ollie shows up and is super hyper. and chantel is runnin around..... and then its halftime and alex goes to get food. and i stayed in the bleachers and talked to ollie and allie came bak up adn i talked to her and then i went to find chantel adn talk to her cuz alex was tlakin to other ppl and i was bored. so i found her and she was all like see i got keys! to john and miles sooooo i was super bored so i stole tehm and was liek no ya dont. so she chased after me and it was fun. :) then i went and found ben for keener (he owes me. lol) and then me and chantel went and talked to chris and allie and ollie. then alex came over and talked to me and chantel adn allie would not shut up and kept teasin me.... actually she reminded me alot of my cousins.... (jake, jason, josh, nate - we rly need to meet up @ gma linda's ASAP) but anyway i hung out wit him for like til the end of the game and me and chantel walked to the gate and i waited for mom and got to drive home :) it was a pretty great nite. besides the hurley thing....
ANYWAY!
drove to cordova and back 2day. then sold 100 bales of hay..... did nothin but work 2day :P. stupid rain.
ANYWAY!
drove to cordova and back 2day. then sold 100 bales of hay..... did nothin but work 2day :P. stupid rain.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
streator home game
well... hanging wit chantel. we get to the game. i see lauren at the top and we're down talkin to chantels mom so i go up the stairs to go talk to lauren and the crew. and someone. idk who yells HEY HURLESS IS RITE OVER HERE!!!! @ me. as im goin up the stairs. and the teams down where the seniors go and theyre watchng the sophmores. so anyway, i go up and sit next to lauren and i look at the game and whos lookin @ me? hurley. so i tlak to lauren and the rest of the srew for a lil bit adn then go down to chantel whos still talkin to her mom. so we go talk to miles and we're standing by the cars in teh parkin lot and the football players start comin down to get suited up. so her comes hurley and im still talkin to miles wit chantel and everythin cuz alex wasnt there yet and hurley like saw me or sumthin and went the looooong way around. wuts that tell ya? and who told who to move on last may? ya thats rite. him. so can somebody plz explain wut happened last nite?
anywho...
so a few min into the varsity game im tellin allie the WHOLE story bout hurley. including history. and alex gets there. and im freezing by now cuz im in a tshirt and been there since 530. but me and alex hung out and ill tel ya wut happened in teh 2nd half of the game 2marrow. rents say i gotta go to sleep :P
anywho...
so a few min into the varsity game im tellin allie the WHOLE story bout hurley. including history. and alex gets there. and im freezing by now cuz im in a tshirt and been there since 530. but me and alex hung out and ill tel ya wut happened in teh 2nd half of the game 2marrow. rents say i gotta go to sleep :P
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
the best days of my life (in no order)
1. well the day i was born. cuz guess wut - this year will be the 16th! and i get to drive my myself. finally!
2. any day in preschool. PM ladders w/ menendez & carter was the shit. :)
3. DGS comp 08. this was the event of all events in MB
4. any home football game. they're just awesome
5. uh.... when i started talking to alex and brennan. happened like in the same week.
they've helped me through ALOT of tough times.you guys are the best and i have no clue wut id do witout u. no joke.
6. the nite during thanksgiving break 08 that chantel came over and we went riding for hours. it was amazing. and them matt and kyle and nick came over..... :/then they left.... and then we were callin nick and kyle... and matt kept stealin phones....it was crazy. and chantel HAD to steal my phone and talk to nick for like an hour... bout how i liked him....and yea.... that leads to
7. the nite nick asked me out. who knew it would actually happen?
8. any nite hanging wit alex. he just has a way to make me happy no matter wuts happened during the day. hes always happy and always smiling and i have NEVER seen him sad. if i could be even a lil like him, that would be a VERY good thing.
9. the day i didnt jump on the cheerleaders for being snobby lil preps. im finally controling my anger :)
10. asking alex out and him saying no. this was a good thing cuz lookin back i did not need a relationship then.
11. making the list of ways to kill seth h cuz he was moving out next door to me. this was compiled wit alex and my fav one would be to either light him on fire or steal all the fire/CO2 detectors and then put a propane leak in his house so when they go to make dinner - his house go BOOM! (i have just now come to notice that i watch crime TV shows WAY too much to figure this stuff out this easily)
12. getting the guts to ask alex to homecoming (aka 2nite) i was surprised that i actually typed out the message and hit send.... him saying "sure" to me was just icing on the cake. :)
*keep in mind most of these things have happened in the last year. ifi really went through my life and picked the best days, there would be hundreds. most of them envolving guys, most of those guys being my cousins. and most of those memories having to do wit something MX related. in Mo. lol. jjust be glad i didnt go through all that. trust me.
2. any day in preschool. PM ladders w/ menendez & carter was the shit. :)
3. DGS comp 08. this was the event of all events in MB
4. any home football game. they're just awesome
5. uh.... when i started talking to alex and brennan. happened like in the same week.
they've helped me through ALOT of tough times.you guys are the best and i have no clue wut id do witout u. no joke.
6. the nite during thanksgiving break 08 that chantel came over and we went riding for hours. it was amazing. and them matt and kyle and nick came over..... :/then they left.... and then we were callin nick and kyle... and matt kept stealin phones....it was crazy. and chantel HAD to steal my phone and talk to nick for like an hour... bout how i liked him....and yea.... that leads to
7. the nite nick asked me out. who knew it would actually happen?
8. any nite hanging wit alex. he just has a way to make me happy no matter wuts happened during the day. hes always happy and always smiling and i have NEVER seen him sad. if i could be even a lil like him, that would be a VERY good thing.
9. the day i didnt jump on the cheerleaders for being snobby lil preps. im finally controling my anger :)
10. asking alex out and him saying no. this was a good thing cuz lookin back i did not need a relationship then.
11. making the list of ways to kill seth h cuz he was moving out next door to me. this was compiled wit alex and my fav one would be to either light him on fire or steal all the fire/CO2 detectors and then put a propane leak in his house so when they go to make dinner - his house go BOOM! (i have just now come to notice that i watch crime TV shows WAY too much to figure this stuff out this easily)
12. getting the guts to ask alex to homecoming (aka 2nite) i was surprised that i actually typed out the message and hit send.... him saying "sure" to me was just icing on the cake. :)
*keep in mind most of these things have happened in the last year. ifi really went through my life and picked the best days, there would be hundreds. most of them envolving guys, most of those guys being my cousins. and most of those memories having to do wit something MX related. in Mo. lol. jjust be glad i didnt go through all that. trust me.
Monday, September 21, 2009
song that describes my life- 9/21/09
Artist: Jason Aldean
Song: Love Was Easy
Album: Wide Open
It seems like money,
Is always on our minds these days,
Make more spend more,
Worry how the bills will get paid,
Oh it wasn't that long ago,
But it seems so far away,
When we didn't have a damn thing,
But we were happy,
And love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,
Can you tell me,
The last time we really laughed,
The last time we had a moment,
When we hated that the moment passed,
Here we are down the road,
Standing here looking back,
Seeing what we used to have,
Is what we're missing,
When love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,
Maybe that's how it is,
Ah maybe that's how it goes,
But all I know,
Is love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,
When we didn't make it so hard,
Love was easy baby yeah,
When we didn't make it so hard
Song: Love Was Easy
Album: Wide Open
It seems like money,
Is always on our minds these days,
Make more spend more,
Worry how the bills will get paid,
Oh it wasn't that long ago,
But it seems so far away,
When we didn't have a damn thing,
But we were happy,
And love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,
Can you tell me,
The last time we really laughed,
The last time we had a moment,
When we hated that the moment passed,
Here we are down the road,
Standing here looking back,
Seeing what we used to have,
Is what we're missing,
When love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,
Maybe that's how it is,
Ah maybe that's how it goes,
But all I know,
Is love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,
When we didn't make it so hard,
Love was easy baby yeah,
When we didn't make it so hard
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Saturday, September 05, 2009
song that describes my life- 9/5/09
Artist: Love and Theft
Song: World Wide Open
Album: World Wide Open
I need to move, I need to breathe
Shake the things that pull on me
Holding me down, slowing me down
I need to run, I need to fight
Let go of the things that I am holding onto
Maybe I need you
Just open up my eyes so I can see
It's always been there right in front of me
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Everyday's an open page
A brand new start, a fresh clean slate
Given to me
Now it's up to me
Buy my best and lose my worst
Try to heal the things I've hurt
I need you, I know I need you
Make my mistakes and leave them in the past
Make the most of every chance I have
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
And when you grab it by the handles and dream
As its spilling over me
As its spilling over me...
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Song: World Wide Open
Album: World Wide Open
I need to move, I need to breathe
Shake the things that pull on me
Holding me down, slowing me down
I need to run, I need to fight
Let go of the things that I am holding onto
Maybe I need you
Just open up my eyes so I can see
It's always been there right in front of me
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Everyday's an open page
A brand new start, a fresh clean slate
Given to me
Now it's up to me
Buy my best and lose my worst
Try to heal the things I've hurt
I need you, I know I need you
Make my mistakes and leave them in the past
Make the most of every chance I have
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
And when you grab it by the handles and dream
As its spilling over me
As its spilling over me...
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Friday, September 04, 2009
singles = amazing
OMG last nites meet.... fucking AWESOME! first ever singles match - a WIN. wait no..... let's make that a SHUT OUT! o ya thats rite i WON 6-0. great way to start out my singles career. so totally cant wait til wed/ thurs. away meets. i get to play. home meet tues. dunno if i play or not. hmmmm.... maybe hang wit alex the whole time? knowing coach ill prolly play doubles. hopefully. i just wanna play more and i wanna hang wit alex more and just have a good time. and i wanna go to national convention and get a class ring. thats my plan for this fall.
o and have some really great practices for parli-pro. lets show these lil greenhands how its done. :) and me and lindsey are gonna design a YOU KNOW YOU'RE A GENESEO FFA MEMBER IF.... tshirt. so totally cant wait! :D
o and have some really great practices for parli-pro. lets show these lil greenhands how its done. :) and me and lindsey are gonna design a YOU KNOW YOU'RE A GENESEO FFA MEMBER IF.... tshirt. so totally cant wait! :D
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
this past week has been amazing. *sigh*
so the tennis meet last nite... i got alex to come and watch me and it woulda been amazing if chantel wasnt so totally flirting wit him the whole time i was playin. which pissed me off. and my leg killed and i was messing up.... it wasnt the greatest match. but we won two games. in a 8 game pro set. :) can twait til i whoop kewanee's butt 2marrow. maybe alex can go? if he'd txt me back then id ask him.... but course hes got soccer and thinks hes got a game 2marrow.... i wish i could go watch him.... :/ i am so gonna find a way to do that. maybe hell have one the day(s) i got dentist appts. or b4 i go to LTS. how long does the soccer season last anyway? need to ask ben bout that. lol.
but anyway according to wut chantel asked alex while i was playing.... he just likes me as a friend and/or he doesnt want a gf rite now. alex told me that he didnt want a gf when he didnt rly know me last may and i asked him.. course i had told him EVERYTHING bout me and nick... complete wit breakup and conflicts after the break up... i think he was smart in saying no actually. then at least. o and chantel says that alex doesnt know if hes going to homecoming. hell i dont even know if im goin to homecoming! i mean its like.... a month and a half away! do you know how much happens in a month and a half in my life???? ALOT. ALOT alot. in the fall.... too much. ffa... tennis....school.... football games.... possibly soccer games... WAAAAY too much stuff goin on. but yet im still have time...... to constantly think... about just 3 things..... ffa national convention, tennis, and (of course) him. wuts a girl to do? especially wit only 2 months and 10 days left to go til i can get my license.
but anyway according to wut chantel asked alex while i was playing.... he just likes me as a friend and/or he doesnt want a gf rite now. alex told me that he didnt want a gf when he didnt rly know me last may and i asked him.. course i had told him EVERYTHING bout me and nick... complete wit breakup and conflicts after the break up... i think he was smart in saying no actually. then at least. o and chantel says that alex doesnt know if hes going to homecoming. hell i dont even know if im goin to homecoming! i mean its like.... a month and a half away! do you know how much happens in a month and a half in my life???? ALOT. ALOT alot. in the fall.... too much. ffa... tennis....school.... football games.... possibly soccer games... WAAAAY too much stuff goin on. but yet im still have time...... to constantly think... about just 3 things..... ffa national convention, tennis, and (of course) him. wuts a girl to do? especially wit only 2 months and 10 days left to go til i can get my license.
Monday, August 31, 2009
i wish there was a home game this friday.... *sigh*
to put last friday nite simply - i hung out wit chantel.... then ollie was tailin me cuz beeg was comin.....chantel went to talk to waldo and vanished..... me and ollie watched the 2nd half of the soph game waiting for beeg..... beeg came rite b4 the varsity game started... alex came down and i went wit him.... we hung out and talked and watched the game until like 10 mins til i had to leave.... brennan was there and i saw him and we talked til my mom called while alex was eatin his nachos.....then i had to go..... it was great... until the leaving part.....cant wait til next home game :)
Thursday, August 27, 2009
school week one
english wit sum idiots
pe wit keener (btw too!)
SH - boring!
a2 - kiss is amazing
A lunch wit ana & lindsey
history wit luke. mr harrington is awesome too
AS- its stahleos class. wut more can i say?
QC chem - i think i actually get it. :)
lockers rite next to brandan :/
alex has the same lunch wit me. his lockers....somewhere. lol. havent tlaked to him all year! ah! nick has c lunch again. hahahaha. sucker :P saw him a couple times this week. not to metion his stupid truck woke me up this AM. this is gonna be a looong 2 months, 15days.
NOVEMBER HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw going to LTS on sept 23.... ch mtg on the 15? maybe going to ntnl convention ? (i hope i hope i hope i hope) TOBY KETIH IS GONNA BE THE CONCERT!!!!!! OMG I LOVE HIS MUSIC!!!!!!!! plz say that the officers invite me to go! PLEASE!
http://twitter.com/karlasayshi
pe wit keener (btw too!)
SH - boring!
a2 - kiss is amazing
A lunch wit ana & lindsey
history wit luke. mr harrington is awesome too
AS- its stahleos class. wut more can i say?
QC chem - i think i actually get it. :)
lockers rite next to brandan :/
alex has the same lunch wit me. his lockers....somewhere. lol. havent tlaked to him all year! ah! nick has c lunch again. hahahaha. sucker :P saw him a couple times this week. not to metion his stupid truck woke me up this AM. this is gonna be a looong 2 months, 15days.
NOVEMBER HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
btw going to LTS on sept 23.... ch mtg on the 15? maybe going to ntnl convention ? (i hope i hope i hope i hope) TOBY KETIH IS GONNA BE THE CONCERT!!!!!! OMG I LOVE HIS MUSIC!!!!!!!! plz say that the officers invite me to go! PLEASE!
http://twitter.com/karlasayshi
Saturday, August 22, 2009
LAST WEEK OF SUMMER (aka tennis - week TWO!)
okay so....monday.... tennis practice. ugh. o. wait. its raining! NO PRACTICE!!!!! NO RUNNING THE HILL! WOO!
tuesday..... practice
wednesday.... practice
thurs....rain again... afternoon practice NO SPRINTS!
friday.... practice. got uniforms! :)
firday nite.... green white scrimmage games startin @ 515pm. had a blast hangin wit kelsie, kate, carolina, seth & ollie. made fun of kelsie alot. its wut she gets for stealin half my pretzel. lol. hurley is just plain stupid - standing on the sideline lookin like mr. grumpy gills - its his own fault he sucks at wut he does. he doesnt try. and everyone know it.
saturday.... tennis pics @ HS gym - 1030am.... practice afterward (i now ride wit sean to practice. stupid late bday. grrr.) then rite after practice HAYLEE'S pool party!. sooo much fun! rly cute kittens. giant slip n slide (no bleeding @ all!) rly warm pool.... great food. wit my friends and fellow tennis players.... so much fun and just great way to end the summer. cant wait til next year. itll be even better! :)
**when the game is over, no matter win or lose, can you look back and say you left it all on the 'field'? if you can answer yes to that, if doesnt matter the outcome. you've already won**
tuesday..... practice
wednesday.... practice
thurs....rain again... afternoon practice NO SPRINTS!
friday.... practice. got uniforms! :)
firday nite.... green white scrimmage games startin @ 515pm. had a blast hangin wit kelsie, kate, carolina, seth & ollie. made fun of kelsie alot. its wut she gets for stealin half my pretzel. lol. hurley is just plain stupid - standing on the sideline lookin like mr. grumpy gills - its his own fault he sucks at wut he does. he doesnt try. and everyone know it.
saturday.... tennis pics @ HS gym - 1030am.... practice afterward (i now ride wit sean to practice. stupid late bday. grrr.) then rite after practice HAYLEE'S pool party!. sooo much fun! rly cute kittens. giant slip n slide (no bleeding @ all!) rly warm pool.... great food. wit my friends and fellow tennis players.... so much fun and just great way to end the summer. cant wait til next year. itll be even better! :)
**when the game is over, no matter win or lose, can you look back and say you left it all on the 'field'? if you can answer yes to that, if doesnt matter the outcome. you've already won**
Saturday, August 15, 2009
tennis day 4 - saturday practice
weeeeellll. it was WAY to early 2 start practice. im glad we've got pics @ 1030 next week, even tho that means we're practicing til noon. :/ luckily for me we only ran the hill once. twice and i was going to DIE. stupid ankle was fine until after we did waterfalls and the it started to sweel and i was focusing on not hurting it further so my tennis game was off. and not to mention 2day was SUPER hot out. and we were in the sun the whole time. so not cool. nothin more to do until monday morning @ 9am :) well....there is the work i have to do here at home.... stupid SAE book. lets hope i dont go to school looking like a cutter.... :/
Friday, August 14, 2009
tennis day 3 :/
well my ankle hurt alot this AM so i told coach and didnt run. worked rly hard on my form and hitting. getting alot better @ it :) im rly glad i didnt have to run the hill. they had to run it twice. and another good thing 2day - i was either soooo tired or he didnt drive by as fast cuz hurley didnt wake me up 2day wit his truck :) but anyway.....yea. and then driving home was kinda crazy cuz i went through the country and grandma was kinda flippin out cuz she didnt know where she was. lol. o well. got practice 2marrow AM 9-11 @ richmond. come watch if you want! :D
Thursday, August 13, 2009
tennis day2 o.O
the schedual for 2day:
2 laps around the block (YOU CALL THAT A "WARM UP"?!?!?) then stretching then sucides (MORE RUNNING??????) then mini tennis 2 warm up (again plz define "warm up")
then hitting wit the machine (our group is known as 'the newbies') then 5poiont and serving wit coach barks.
THEN once around teh block again AND THE HILL! i say i should so totally get out of PE for this. i mean come on. thats like a mile. EVERY DAY!
2 laps around the block (YOU CALL THAT A "WARM UP"?!?!?) then stretching then sucides (MORE RUNNING??????) then mini tennis 2 warm up (again plz define "warm up")
then hitting wit the machine (our group is known as 'the newbies') then 5poiont and serving wit coach barks.
THEN once around teh block again AND THE HILL! i say i should so totally get out of PE for this. i mean come on. thats like a mile. EVERY DAY!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
oh and btw...
today just so happens to be august 12th. which, besides the first day of sports practices (including football) is nicks birthday.
so....
instead of having fun @ his house and chillin wit friends enjoying his sweet 16 and his license.....HE GETS TO GO TO FOOTBALL PRACTICE! which is sooooo totally worse than tennis practice. mind you he doesnt have to run richmond hill, but hes got to be in ALL his football gear.... in the sun.....wit all this humidity.... lol sux to be him :) im done for the day! got practice sat morning tho.... :( o well my bday is gonna have nothing going on and no heat and HUNTIN SEASON!!!! woo! so totally cant wait! :D
so....
instead of having fun @ his house and chillin wit friends enjoying his sweet 16 and his license.....HE GETS TO GO TO FOOTBALL PRACTICE! which is sooooo totally worse than tennis practice. mind you he doesnt have to run richmond hill, but hes got to be in ALL his football gear.... in the sun.....wit all this humidity.... lol sux to be him :) im done for the day! got practice sat morning tho.... :( o well my bday is gonna have nothing going on and no heat and HUNTIN SEASON!!!! woo! so totally cant wait! :D
tennis practice day 1.
ran around the block twice. almost threw out my left knee. practiced hittin. did great. had fun. knee felt better. then had to run the fabulous richmond hill. knee still hurts. :( wearin my brace 2marrow. trying to tuff it out but i dont think ill be able too much longer. ill be ready for pe tho i guess. :)
Thursday, August 06, 2009
IL FFA SUMMER LEADERSHIP CAMP
what happens @ camp stays @ camp. thats all i can say. :) but i WILL reveal that i had SOOOO much fun and met so many great ppl and tried alot of new things. it was amazing and i wish i could go back! I LOVE CAMP!
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
IL FFA SUMMER LEADERSHIP CAMP
met some guys. got their numbers. made some friends. got their numbers. danced a bit. didnt fail canoeing. got pretty wet. wet soccer balls hurt worse than regular ones, especially when applied to the head. archery is amazing. even when the bow sucks. open mic nite = i didnt do it. lol.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
he can't quit her - GARY ALLAN
She was cool, she was hot, she was smokin' a lot
At the end of the bar
She had more than one too many buttons undone
On that blouse she wore
Starin' too long at her lost in that Skynyrd song
Was his first mistake
And when she shot him that, "Boy you dont want none of this" look
It was way too late
She's like a needle to a junky, she's like whiskey to a drunk
she's like poker to a gambler, she's like a bullet in a gun
She's in his blood. he can't explain the rush
When he gets with her
Might be the death of him, but he's addicted, man
He can't quit her
Well, she'd come to his house and he'd tell her
She belonged just with him and no one else
She'd get up and she'd get dressed, take five hundred
No less, and then leave again
He said, "Baby, I'll take care of you, can't stand the thought
Of sharin' you, with them other guys."
She laughed and said, "Well, maybe you shouldnt call me no more then baby."
And he didn't, that first night
She's like a needle to a junky, she's like whiskey to a drunk
she's like poker to a gambler, she's like a bullet in a gun
She's in his blood, he can't explain the rush
When he gets with her
Might be the death of him, but he's addicted, man
He can't quit her
She's in his blood, he cant explain the rush
When he gets with her
Might be the death of him, but he's addicted, man
He can't quit her
She was cool, she was hot, she was walkin' cross the parkin lot
With some other guy
Well, he was jealous, he was jonsin'
And he wound up on the wrong end of a fourty-five
At the end of the bar
She had more than one too many buttons undone
On that blouse she wore
Starin' too long at her lost in that Skynyrd song
Was his first mistake
And when she shot him that, "Boy you dont want none of this" look
It was way too late
She's like a needle to a junky, she's like whiskey to a drunk
she's like poker to a gambler, she's like a bullet in a gun
She's in his blood. he can't explain the rush
When he gets with her
Might be the death of him, but he's addicted, man
He can't quit her
Well, she'd come to his house and he'd tell her
She belonged just with him and no one else
She'd get up and she'd get dressed, take five hundred
No less, and then leave again
He said, "Baby, I'll take care of you, can't stand the thought
Of sharin' you, with them other guys."
She laughed and said, "Well, maybe you shouldnt call me no more then baby."
And he didn't, that first night
She's like a needle to a junky, she's like whiskey to a drunk
she's like poker to a gambler, she's like a bullet in a gun
She's in his blood, he can't explain the rush
When he gets with her
Might be the death of him, but he's addicted, man
He can't quit her
She's in his blood, he cant explain the rush
When he gets with her
Might be the death of him, but he's addicted, man
He can't quit her
She was cool, she was hot, she was walkin' cross the parkin lot
With some other guy
Well, he was jealous, he was jonsin'
And he wound up on the wrong end of a fourty-five
Monday, June 29, 2009
Chantel is now the depantsed queen of her pool :)
RECAP OF CHANTELS BDAY:
omg it was sooo much fun. no drama wit the ppl or anything. we all just clicked. hailey is so cool., there is no way she is 12. and then kaylin.... shes just awesome.
ok so rite when we got there we went rite to the pool. it was crazy. splash bombs and "floaties"... and everyone was getting dunked. and we wouldnt let chantel out of the pool until it was time for dinner. and then presents - which included a video of her trying to open a duct tape wrapped present :)
then it was downstairs to blast "oldies"
playing ping pong to the backstreet boys and n*sync its pretty crzy. especially while wearing a floatie. lol. adn then there was the giant bubbles.... *sigh* i cant wait til MY party. as long as the 4wheelers fixed by then. maybe chantel can bring hers... itll be awesome, not matter wut happens :)
omg it was sooo much fun. no drama wit the ppl or anything. we all just clicked. hailey is so cool., there is no way she is 12. and then kaylin.... shes just awesome.
ok so rite when we got there we went rite to the pool. it was crazy. splash bombs and "floaties"... and everyone was getting dunked. and we wouldnt let chantel out of the pool until it was time for dinner. and then presents - which included a video of her trying to open a duct tape wrapped present :)
then it was downstairs to blast "oldies"
playing ping pong to the backstreet boys and n*sync its pretty crzy. especially while wearing a floatie. lol. adn then there was the giant bubbles.... *sigh* i cant wait til MY party. as long as the 4wheelers fixed by then. maybe chantel can bring hers... itll be awesome, not matter wut happens :)
Friday, June 26, 2009
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