when all else fails........scream! (or blog)

ok so....this week......well monday was ok. nothing really happened, except for the fact that
i skipped my band assessment AND forgot my trumpet @ home. due to the fact that i was kinda peeved over nick not telling me about the race he's got in Keithsburg this weekend. i had to find out in the car ride home by HIS MOM ASKING HIM ABOUT IT. yea. thats like BS. and then i asked him about it and he like didnt tell me anything, so it was just bugging me cuz i know he wouldnt have told me if his mom hadnt said something. tuesday....nothing happened. except dan asking chantel out - for the 4th time - and her saying yes - for the 4th time! needless to say most of us were pissed when we found out, but its not like she's gonna listen to us. yesterday... (aka wednesday) i basically chewed nick out cuz he was saying i yelled all the time and then beeg was talking about how she didnt know something about me and then i told her that she didnt hardly know anything about me - because she doesnt. and then nick was saying something and i had had enough and i basically blew up @ him cuz hes told me so many fucking times about how i can tell him anything and he wont tell me shit. and then he contemplated it for a bit and came wit the conclusion that he just doesnt think. which is a lie. and there was no way i was believing that bs. and we were holding hands and i was like wut r u thinking about now? and he goes "nothing" and i know that was a like cuz every second 7 thoughts run through ur mind. so hes thinking about something that he doesnt want me to know about. which may or may not b a good idea. idk which one it is yet, but i know one things for sure - i will get him to spill it. eventually. but today (aka thursday) was just great. actually everything was going good until before 7th hour. chase decided to push my leg and made my knee basically dislocate - it twisted that bad. and i had my stupid solo rehearsal 2 go to like 20 minutes ago. which went ok. and then i have an interview for FFA to become and officer for next year @ 730. im so freaking nervous cuz i forgot my SAE book in the classroom. :( but still. wish me luck! i know ill need it :)