bramuda triangle n such....

Well.... I can definately qualify as a terrible blogger.... Sitting here at the coop on intern mist thinking bout everything that's happened this past month....lots of work....hanging with R at the football games... riding in the combine with B....the B situation is confusing and the R situation will never work.out.... but those guys are my best friends and I don't wanna lose that. Just gonna keep it the way it is now I guess but when songs come on the dado and make u think of the memories then u cant help but think what if.... but then again there's still times that that happens towards D...or even N.... just got to make it work out I guess. Still got to.figure out what I'm going to.do once intern is done....if anyone has any Odessa on what my career should be feel free to.shout it out at me in the comments... lord knows I got no.clue lol There's a quote from Nashville ...."sometimes id just like to be the one worth choosing" that pretty much describes me right now... everyone wants me around....likes me...etc. but they're not gonna choose me.... and the thing is the one that did seems to be letting me go...and then holding on to.me for.dear life.... I'm sorry honey but you got to make up your mind.... you cant just keep doingthis when I'm miserable and u pretty much lose me.... it just ain't gonna work like that .... ...feeling lost on this gloomy rainy day.