Sunday, September 27, 2009

streator pt 2

so im hanging wit alex like all nite and everything and yellin at lauren and liz and kelsi for singin miley cyrus. and then ollie shows up and is super hyper. and chantel is runnin around..... and then its halftime and alex goes to get food. and i stayed in the bleachers and talked to ollie and allie came bak up adn i talked to her and then i went to find chantel adn talk to her cuz alex was tlakin to other ppl and i was bored. so i found her and she was all like see i got keys! to john and miles sooooo i was super bored so i stole tehm and was liek no ya dont. so she chased after me and it was fun. :) then i went and found ben for keener (he owes me. lol) and then me and chantel went and talked to chris and allie and ollie. then alex came over and talked to me and chantel adn allie would not shut up and kept teasin me.... actually she reminded me alot of my cousins.... (jake, jason, josh, nate - we rly need to meet up @ gma linda's ASAP) but anyway i hung out wit him for like til the end of the game and me and chantel walked to the gate and i waited for mom and got to drive home :) it was a pretty great nite. besides the hurley thing....

ANYWAY!

drove to cordova and back 2day. then sold 100 bales of hay..... did nothin but work 2day :P. stupid rain.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

streator home game

well... hanging wit chantel. we get to the game. i see lauren at the top and we're down talkin to chantels mom so i go up the stairs to go talk to lauren and the crew. and someone. idk who yells HEY HURLESS IS RITE OVER HERE!!!! @ me. as im goin up the stairs. and the teams down where the seniors go and theyre watchng the sophmores. so anyway, i go up and sit next to lauren and i look at the game and whos lookin @ me? hurley. so i tlak to lauren and the rest of the srew for a lil bit adn then go down to chantel whos still talkin to her mom. so we go talk to miles and we're standing by the cars in teh parkin lot and the football players start comin down to get suited up. so her comes hurley and im still talkin to miles wit chantel and everythin cuz alex wasnt there yet and hurley like saw me or sumthin and went the looooong way around. wuts that tell ya? and who told who to move on last may? ya thats rite. him. so can somebody plz explain wut happened last nite?

anywho...

so a few min into the varsity game im tellin allie the WHOLE story bout hurley. including history. and alex gets there. and im freezing by now cuz im in a tshirt and been there since 530. but me and alex hung out and ill tel ya wut happened in teh 2nd half of the game 2marrow. rents say i gotta go to sleep :P

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

the best days of my life (in no order)

1. well the day i was born. cuz guess wut - this year will be the 16th! and i get to drive my myself. finally!
2. any day in preschool. PM ladders w/ menendez & carter was the shit. :)
3. DGS comp 08. this was the event of all events in MB
4. any home football game. they're just awesome
5. uh.... when i started talking to alex and brennan. happened like in the same week.
they've helped me through ALOT of tough times.you guys are the best and i have no clue wut id do witout u. no joke.
6. the nite during thanksgiving break 08 that chantel came over and we went riding for hours. it was amazing. and them matt and kyle and nick came over..... :/then they left.... and then we were callin nick and kyle... and matt kept stealin phones....it was crazy. and chantel HAD to steal my phone and talk to nick for like an hour... bout how i liked him....and yea.... that leads to
7. the nite nick asked me out. who knew it would actually happen?
8. any nite hanging wit alex. he just has a way to make me happy no matter wuts happened during the day. hes always happy and always smiling and i have NEVER seen him sad. if i could be even a lil like him, that would be a VERY good thing.
9. the day i didnt jump on the cheerleaders for being snobby lil preps. im finally controling my anger :)
10. asking alex out and him saying no. this was a good thing cuz lookin back i did not need a relationship then.
11. making the list of ways to kill seth h cuz he was moving out next door to me. this was compiled wit alex and my fav one would be to either light him on fire or steal all the fire/CO2 detectors and then put a propane leak in his house so when they go to make dinner - his house go BOOM! (i have just now come to notice that i watch crime TV shows WAY too much to figure this stuff out this easily)
12. getting the guts to ask alex to homecoming (aka 2nite) i was surprised that i actually typed out the message and hit send.... him saying "sure" to me was just icing on the cake. :)

*keep in mind most of these things have happened in the last year. ifi really went through my life and picked the best days, there would be hundreds. most of them envolving guys, most of those guys being my cousins. and most of those memories having to do wit something MX related. in Mo. lol. jjust be glad i didnt go through all that. trust me.

Monday, September 21, 2009

song that describes my life- 9/21/09

Artist: Jason Aldean
Song: Love Was Easy
Album: Wide Open


It seems like money,
Is always on our minds these days,
Make more spend more,
Worry how the bills will get paid,
Oh it wasn't that long ago,
But it seems so far away,
When we didn't have a damn thing,
But we were happy,

And love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,

Can you tell me,
The last time we really laughed,
The last time we had a moment,
When we hated that the moment passed,
Here we are down the road,
Standing here looking back,
Seeing what we used to have,
Is what we're missing,

When love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,

Maybe that's how it is,
Ah maybe that's how it goes,
But all I know,

Is love was easy,
Just laying on a river bank all night counting the stars,
Love was easy,
As that feeling we found in the back seat of my car,
Even in the dark,
Love was easy,
When we didn't make it so hard,
When we didn't make it so hard,
Love was easy baby yeah,
When we didn't make it so hard

Playlists

countryfan2694's
eSPIN Playlist
Best song to slow dance to:
Far Away by Nickelback
Best song to fast dance to:
Just Dance by Lady Gaga
Best song to fall in love to:
Relentless by Jason Aldean
Best breakup song:
Not Meant To Be by Theory Of A Deadman
Best song to make out to:
Shine by Collective Soul

Saturday, September 05, 2009

song that describes my life- 9/5/09

Artist: Love and Theft
Song: World Wide Open
Album: World Wide Open

I need to move, I need to breathe
Shake the things that pull on me
Holding me down, slowing me down
I need to run, I need to fight
Let go of the things that I am holding onto
Maybe I need you

Just open up my eyes so I can see
It's always been there right in front of me

Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open

Everyday's an open page
A brand new start, a fresh clean slate
Given to me
Now it's up to me
Buy my best and lose my worst
Try to heal the things I've hurt
I need you, I know I need you

Make my mistakes and leave them in the past
Make the most of every chance I have

Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open

And when you grab it by the handles and dream
As its spilling over me
As its spilling over me...

Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open

Roads...which one will I take?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open
Marks...which one will I make?
There's a world wide open
This world wide open

Friday, September 04, 2009

singles = amazing

OMG last nites meet.... fucking AWESOME! first ever singles match - a WIN. wait no..... let's make that a SHUT OUT! o ya thats rite i WON 6-0. great way to start out my singles career. so totally cant wait til wed/ thurs. away meets. i get to play. home meet tues. dunno if i play or not. hmmmm.... maybe hang wit alex the whole time? knowing coach ill prolly play doubles. hopefully. i just wanna play more and i wanna hang wit alex more and just have a good time. and i wanna go to national convention and get a class ring. thats my plan for this fall.

o and have some really great practices for parli-pro. lets show these lil greenhands how its done. :) and me and lindsey are gonna design a YOU KNOW YOU'RE A GENESEO FFA MEMBER IF.... tshirt. so totally cant wait! :D

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

this past week has been amazing. *sigh*

so the tennis meet last nite... i got alex to come and watch me and it woulda been amazing if chantel wasnt so totally flirting wit him the whole time i was playin. which pissed me off. and my leg killed and i was messing up.... it wasnt the greatest match. but we won two games. in a 8 game pro set. :) can twait til i whoop kewanee's butt 2marrow. maybe alex can go? if he'd txt me back then id ask him.... but course hes got soccer and thinks hes got a game 2marrow.... i wish i could go watch him.... :/ i am so gonna find a way to do that. maybe hell have one the day(s) i got dentist appts. or b4 i go to LTS. how long does the soccer season last anyway? need to ask ben bout that. lol.

but anyway according to wut chantel asked alex while i was playing.... he just likes me as a friend and/or he doesnt want a gf rite now. alex told me that he didnt want a gf when he didnt rly know me last may and i asked him.. course i had told him EVERYTHING bout me and nick... complete wit breakup and conflicts after the break up... i think he was smart in saying no actually. then at least. o and chantel says that alex doesnt know if hes going to homecoming. hell i dont even know if im goin to homecoming! i mean its like.... a month and a half away! do you know how much happens in a month and a half in my life???? ALOT. ALOT alot. in the fall.... too much. ffa... tennis....school.... football games.... possibly soccer games... WAAAAY too much stuff goin on. but yet im still have time...... to constantly think... about just 3 things..... ffa national convention, tennis, and (of course) him. wuts a girl to do? especially wit only 2 months and 10 days left to go til i can get my license.