today... (gary allan)

Today, he told her that he loved her
Put a ring around her finger
And promised her forever, together.

Today, she smiled for all the pictures
And he was right there with her
Making all the memories without me
And it hurts to say this out loud
Looks like she's really gone now

Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today
So tell me why are these tears in my eyes?
I know i should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted today

Today, i thought about the moment i could have said i loved her
And promised her forever together
Today, today it really hit me
That she don't really miss me
She's found a new beginning
And i'm wishing i had one more chance
God knows it's too late for that

Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her today
So tell me why are these tears in my eyes?
I know i should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted today

Today, is the happiest day of her life
I should be happy for her
But i've lost everything
I've lost everything i've ever wanted
Today, he told he that he loved her
Put a ring around her finger

Well i talked to him today. Didnt really say that much... But did we ever?

Do i wanna cry cuz we lost state? Or cuz i miss him so much? Or both?

N GET TO PLAY! now he cant use the i sat on the bench excuse to quit! :) 2ND IN STATE but celebratin n gettin to play. Wish he would call me back. Prolly tired

and to state we go!

the GHS football team did a great job this saturday in beating Richmond Burton in the class 4A semifinals with a score of 24-20. WE'RE GOING TO THE STATE FINALS THIS FRIDAY!!!!! :D hope my parents dont want me to do anything cuz im not going to. im gonna be watchin the game. :) pep ralley wed to send off the players 7th hr. NO CHEM! YES! :D plan test 2marrow. :P get outta PE tho. :) but on friday - im rly hopin N can play. got my fingers crossed! :)

~if you only knew how i believe in you <3

(btw idc bout D anymore. he can have the stupid bi freshies. didnt think the jr class could stoop that low but hey - life is FULL of surprises)

well this sucks

D isnt talking to me and i have no clue y. C cant take a hint and LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! i didnt get my license. mom bought a guitar. class ring comes the 20th. ive got a cold. dad and seth are in MO. i just want my life back.

dale jr was just in a crash. and btw - GHS is in the FINAL 4.

so... do i just wait for the story book ending?

so D and i hung out the whole day and i had so much fun, i didnt want the day to end. theres not many days that i can look back on and immediately smile. this one i can. :)
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geneseo football is going to elite eight! :)

and its amazing, how one simple thing can make my world start spinning....

D IS BACK!!!!!!!!!! :D saw him after 5th, said hey. then saw him @ his lkr after school and poked his shoulder & smiled but i was talking to sam so i didnt stop. i went to my lkr. so im trying to figure out my coat (cuz im stupid like that sumtimes. lol) and he came past me and poked me in my side. i just smiled. :)

bev wants me to come and watch sec trap wit her. i really wanna go, but dad wants to go to MO, even tho its freezin outside. i'd rather stay here and then he can go huntin and i can have fun :) enjoy my jobless freedom while it lasts, ya know? lol

just wishing it'll all be okay

D is sick, the next playoff is @ kankakee SAT, so we loose the whole trap team... my phone is being gay, my truck wont decide if it hates me of loves me, theres gonna be alot of ruts and burnt rubber... thats all im sayin. tryin to decide if i should talk to N, still gotta make that cd 4 keener, forgot the english homework, and dale jr actually had a decent finish @ dega 2day. parli-pro monday, crops tues, and i swear im gonna punch my brother...


and now... annoying grandma :P